When it comes to special milestones and events, i tend to subconsciously make myself occupied to feel a void. I can’t believe it’s taken me this long to realise. My mind just does things without me physically thinking about it. It was just trying to help me, but now i realise, that it is only up to me to fix it, because after all this time, if i’m still feeling this pain, they must also.
I deleted something today.
Something that up until today I checked periodically.
Don’t know why I was checking it, but every now and then I would go through it just in case something ‘popped’ up.
But as of 29th November 2013, I got rid of it.
There’s more though, but one step at a time…
Hopefully before the new year comes by..
I really need a clean slate.
I’m probably one of the most carnivorous person on the planet (possibly exaggerated) however I have to admit it; I enjoy my meat.
But honestly, I don’t remember the last time I’ve seen a video like this.
The truth is it is reality and with exponential population growth and advanced technology, we’re able to produce more than ever.
Which is sad to be honest :(
What happened to growing things the natural way…
This may possibly turn me into a vegetarian…
..I keep dwelling in the past and I don’t know how to stop it…
Why can’t I stop?
Why is it still lingering in my head?
Why is it so hard to forget?
..so many questions that I can’t answer or do I know ‘why’ but I refuse to believe it.